thank you to everyone who has listened and felt moved to comment. for myself, it was a huge honor and opportunity to be invited to express myself in this way. for all of you, whatever your connection to this talk, i hold you dearly, in my heart. Debora
Dear Anne. Perhaps the laughter was a kind of tension release on the part of the audience, as they were listening to the story, knowing that I was receiving some difficult news. I was intentionally going for a bit of humor at that point (it's okay to laugh at myself) and probably no one would expect me to say "holy shit" in public as I did. Take care, Debora